Security and Insecurities

People talk negative of guilty pleasures. I can be insecure at times. I respect certain beliefs but can't put praising words when it comes to express. I Make fun of it. Makes me less of a man. I might think they would hurt me if I did not say what negative their ears crave. I must be bold. I must find security before being brave of my insecurity. It's statistically safer. It's the human thing to do. But Being bold is opposite. Expression without consequence is a myth. I must be familiar with How I deal with consequences. How Do I deal with negative consequences? I don't give in to their punishment. I am calm when they are ready to unleash their wrath. I am a wall when they try to hit me. I am brave.

A brave man is not hesitant of expression. But I am sometimes. I fear hatred. From people hating people and people hating me. The former is justified of dislike, does the latter need attention? Be brave when people hate you. Find love for it is needed most at that time. I can only love something I find security in. Something or someone that can secure me. Security makes me braver, bolder, fluid with tongue. Like-minded muscle is what I was looking. Maybe I must train guards of dogs. Haha.

This was my mind on The second of February 2020, Its The Seventh of June 2021 today. I am a more confident man. Still getting a doggie tough😙